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Get me out of this.. lie detector test

Monday, December 14, 2009 7:06 PM Posted by Erica , 0 comments

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Is it normal to feel constantly in transition? Starting and stopping and starting over again is what I'm good at.Yet again another year is quickly approaching. Where did this one go? Why didn't I get anything I wanted done?

This month is crazy busy. I have yet to finish all of my Christmas shopping. Yeah, 11 days before Christmas and I am not done. Even with a low budget this year I'm still hurting and have to wait until my next paycheck to continue on with the acquisition of wonderful gifts. AND then I will have to coordinate two separate Christmas get-togethers and make sure we are good to go for both of those. Brian has yet to do ANY shopping for gifts.

I am pretty much really hoping that 2010 will turn out to be awesome. I am trying to be more organized and trying to save money, but I have 2 trips planned already just within the first 3 months of the year! Does it ever get any easier? How do people with kids do anything.. I have a hard enough time keeping track of myself and my own head

Overwhelm-ation?

Sunday, November 29, 2009 8:09 AM Posted by Erica , 0 comments

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Why is it that I constantly feel overwhelmed by everything going on around me? I know life is non-stop, always moving, but I want a little break.

Friday the 13th (spoooooky) I broke my toe walking up some goddamned steps, since then I have had to wear a heavy, bulky, obnoxious boot.  I am thankful for the boot, because I CAN walk, but I am sick of it. It makes my foot hot, it bruises my leg, I have a wear a sock constantly. Not one doctor I have seen has even told me how long I'll be wearing the boot. Hopefully it will be off soon and I can go back to wearing normal shoes again!

Last night Brian and I  discovered that his car was stolen. From right outside our house. Who steals a 12 year old car? Someone who really wants to escape from whatever is going. It's strange because there is a van parked across the street with a flat tire, a smashed back end, and a broken window that is similar in age to Brian's... don't even get my wheels turning.

I had my physical on Wednesday. I hate going to the doctor because I am always told something I don't want to hear. And I really hate getting a pap. It's probably the least sexy thing you could ever have done. Especially when as you are scooting your butt down that vinyl table, "Toya, why are you holding out on that lube? Now is not the time to be thrifty". O_O   I'm awaiting my lab results as well, I will guarantee they are even worse than last year. And I gained 15 pounds. Woo, my life rocks.

Basically I'm frustrated with everything going on in my life. Work is the only thing that isn't getting me down. Isn't that strange? I want this year to be over and I want a new one to start. I need to downsize many many many things in my life.

I remember when rock was young.

Saturday, October 3, 2009 1:48 PM Posted by Erica , 0 comments

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Oh work, bane of my existence.... yet the very thing that keeps that existence funded and fed. I am SO glad you're done for this week, for this was my crankiest one as of late. I have just found it quite difficult to crack a smile or not be a critical scowling bystander to everything I have come across. I'm sick of dealing with those who just don't give a hoot, but I'm also jealous that they really do not. How do the inadequacies of others just roll of their backs? How can the complete, utter lack of common sense not make them want to tear their very eyes from the sockets?  

I wrote that upper part last night... and guess what? I still feel the same way.  Now I'm just full of nutter butter french toast and hate. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAND, I don't get to do my laundry today.
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