Ramble On... Sing my Song

Why is it that I constantly feel overwhelmed by everything going on around me? I know life is non-stop, always moving, but I want a little break.

Friday the 13th (spoooooky) I broke my toe walking up some goddamned steps, since then I have had to wear a heavy, bulky, obnoxious boot.  I am thankful for the boot, because I CAN walk, but I am sick of it. It makes my foot hot, it bruises my leg, I have a wear a sock constantly. Not one doctor I have seen has even told me how long I'll be wearing the boot. Hopefully it will be off soon and I can go back to wearing normal shoes again!

Last night Brian and I  discovered that his car was stolen. From right outside our house. Who steals a 12 year old car? Someone who really wants to escape from whatever is going. It's strange because there is a van parked across the street with a flat tire, a smashed back end, and a broken window that is similar in age to Brian's... don't even get my wheels turning.

I had my physical on Wednesday. I hate going to the doctor because I am always told something I don't want to hear. And I really hate getting a pap. It's probably the least sexy thing you could ever have done. Especially when as you are scooting your butt down that vinyl table, "Toya, why are you holding out on that lube? Now is not the time to be thrifty". O_O   I'm awaiting my lab results as well, I will guarantee they are even worse than last year. And I gained 15 pounds. Woo, my life rocks.