Ramble On... Sing my Song

Yesterday was my late Father's birthday. Or you know, would have been his birthday. He would have been 50. There were a few posts on Facebook from family members. Is it wrong that I feel awkward about this? I know that obviously I can't miss him as much as my Mom, or my Grandmother but I know for damn sure that I miss him more than any cousin ever could. I know it's silly to be slightly offended, but I am. It's still an open wound.