I got a hair cut yesterday. I am enjoying it. Both of these pictures are terrible but too bad! Basically I just have heavier bangs and it's cleaned up overall. Have I mentioned how much I love my hairdresser? She is hilarious, even at 11 AM on a Saturday. She told me a story of how her heel from a $350 Frye boot broke off and showed my the resulting bruise on her ass. It was awesome.
8:09 AM
Posted by
Erica
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Why is it that I constantly feel overwhelmed by everything going on around me? I know life is non-stop, always moving, but I want a little break.
Friday the 13th (spoooooky) I broke my toe walking up some goddamned steps, since then I have had to wear a heavy, bulky, obnoxious boot. I am thankful for the boot, because I CAN walk, but I am sick of it. It makes my foot hot, it bruises my leg, I have a wear a sock constantly. Not one doctor I have seen has even told me how long I'll be wearing the boot. Hopefully it will be off soon and I can go back to wearing normal shoes again!
Last night Brian and I discovered that his car was stolen. From right outside our house. Who steals a 12 year old car? Someone who really wants to escape from whatever is going. It's strange because there is a van parked across the street with a flat tire, a smashed back end, and a broken window that is similar in age to Brian's... don't even get my wheels turning.
I had my physical on Wednesday. I hate going to the doctor because I am always told something I don't want to hear. And I really hate getting a pap. It's probably the least sexy thing you could ever have done. Especially when as you are scooting your butt down that vinyl table, "Toya, why are you holding out on that lube? Now is not the time to be thrifty". O_O I'm awaiting my lab results as well, I will guarantee they are even worse than last year. And I gained 15 pounds. Woo, my life rocks.
Basically I'm frustrated with everything going on in my life. Work is the only thing that isn't getting me down. Isn't that strange? I want this year to be over and I want a new one to start. I need to downsize many many many things in my life.
I am in a splendid mood today. I'm planning for the immediate future, and it looks bright!
I have these goals in mind for the upcoming months:
- Throw a small Christmas party with snacks, egg nog, cider, Christmas movies and good cheer at my place!
- Make stockings for the three cats, Brian, Myself and Clark!
- Get my Christmas shopping done earlier than normal and wrap gifts in sustainable, reusable goodness
- Actually decorate my apartment, I want it to look like Santa threw up garland all over the place!
I just had to get that out. I'm dying inside to get it all done now!
On a more sad note, Brian's Aunt Anna has a very short time to go. It brings up a point that I think alot of people can relate to. We have been seeing her much more often than we ever did before we found out she had Leukemia, but it makes us both feel guilty that it took something so horrible to get us off our asses and over. Do you suck it up and admit it, or avoid it like the plague?
Yesterday was my late Father's birthday. Or you know, would have been his birthday. He would have been 50. There were a few posts on Facebook from family members. Is it wrong that I feel awkward about this? I know that obviously I can't miss him as much as my Mom, or my Grandmother but I know for damn sure that I miss him more than any cousin ever could. I know it's silly to be slightly offended, but I am. It's still an open wound.
