Thursday, January 27, 2011 2:50 PM , 1 comments
Guess who is going to Tilth Restaurant for Valentine's Day? ME!
8 years ago
3 years
Thursday, January 20, 2011 12:30 PM Posted by Erica , 0 comments
Labels: Bad Mood? , Dad
3 years have gone by in pretty much a flash for me. It feels like I have lived at least 5, not just a measly 36 months.
I've done much that I should be proud of. I've landed a dream job for someone my age with no education. I moved out of my parent's house and will most likely never return, even now I'm living *alone*. I feel like I have my head on pretty straight, I'm growing and learning and whatnot.. but one thing keeps eating at the back of my mind.
I didn't do all of this while I still had a dad. He's gone, has been gone for 3 years today and all he did was see me fuck up before he died. I remember our conversations at that bar, him telling me to straighten my shit out. I was too smart to be such a fuckup. Boys got in my way, boys who were worthless. I wish I had the capacity to heed those words before it was too late to prove to him that I wasn't going to be that way forever.
So as happy and content as I can be with myself, I still feel like that 21 year old fuckup....
I've done much that I should be proud of. I've landed a dream job for someone my age with no education. I moved out of my parent's house and will most likely never return, even now I'm living *alone*. I feel like I have my head on pretty straight, I'm growing and learning and whatnot.. but one thing keeps eating at the back of my mind.
I didn't do all of this while I still had a dad. He's gone, has been gone for 3 years today and all he did was see me fuck up before he died. I remember our conversations at that bar, him telling me to straighten my shit out. I was too smart to be such a fuckup. Boys got in my way, boys who were worthless. I wish I had the capacity to heed those words before it was too late to prove to him that I wasn't going to be that way forever.
So as happy and content as I can be with myself, I still feel like that 21 year old fuckup....
Tuesday, January 18, 2011 11:45 AM Posted by Erica , 1 comments
You know what drives me crazy? When someone says "Woof" instead of "Wolf"... or "Dorf" instead of "Dwarf".
On another note, I am crazy and have already bought a dress and lingerie for Valentine's Day. I don't have plans, I don't have a date.... haha.
On another note, I am crazy and have already bought a dress and lingerie for Valentine's Day. I don't have plans, I don't have a date.... haha.
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